January 2010
I need a moment.
I can’t take it, I’ve had enough. I’m getting off for a little. It might be a while until the next time I post; you might just see my queues for my last post of the year and my first post of the new year. I don’t know how to follow up after the leaving of this year. It’s sad enough that I had to make a queue for my first post of the year, i couldn’t even post it...
Crappy New Year!
New Years
Goals:
Draw a picture of my deceased Grandpa; I love you Grandpa! :’(
Draw a picture for my late cousin Susie. She was only 16/
Dance my heart out at competition; to make Mikey Proud.
Resolution:
Eat healthier.
Promises:
Live every day like it’s my last.
Pray EVERY night for my family and the well-being of others.
Share happy moments with my MJFAM, ♥
Find hope and...
10:42; i just spilled my heart out into the post...
and now I’m hurting. I’ve thanked Michael. I’ve organized my last post of the year; now what? Now what am I supposed to do? I can’t think of anything to look forward to. I was ready for this year to be over because all in all it was a crappy year. But, it was the last year, we had with Michael. I don’t know, I might just have to leave behind my way of living in the...
“What I enjoy most about performing is making people happy. Just to make a person...”
– I know I’m always happy after watching Michael perform.
Magic. . . is real.
My idea of magic doesn’t have much to do with stage tricks and illusions. The whole world abounds in magic. When a whale plunges out of the sea like a newborn mountain, you gasp in unexpected delight. What magic! But a toddler who sees his first tadpole flashing in a mud puddle feels the same thrill. Wonder fills his heart, because he has glimpsed for an instant the playfulness of life. ...
Love; don't think cupid could've described it...
Love is a funny thing to describe. It’s so easy to feel and yet so slippery to talk about. It’s like a bar of soap in the bathtub — you have it in your hand until you hold on too tight. Some people spend their lives looking for love outside themselves. They think they have to grasp it in order to have it. But loves slips away like that wet bar of soap. Holding on to love is...
I, You, We (this makes me want someone, a...
I said you had to do it. You said you didn’t want to. We talked about it, and we agreed that maybe I could help. I said you were wrong. You insisted you were right. We held each other’s hand, and right and wrong disappeared. I began crying. You began crying, too. We embraced, and between us grew a flower of peace. How I love this mystery called We! Where does it come from, out of...
The Fish that was Thirsty; Michael is very deep,...
One night a baby fish was sleeping under some coral when God appeared to him in a dream. “I want you to go forth with a message to all the fish in the sea,” God said. “What should I tell them?” the little fish asked. “Just tell them you’re thirsty,” God replied. “And see what they do.” Then without another word, He disappeared. The next...
I love this song!
‘We’re Almost There’ such a beautiful and inspiring song, :] It makes me happy.
It's very sad that,
Michael thought of himself as one of ‘loneliest people in the world’ It makes me wanna cry. I wish that he didn’t feel so alone. But as long as we, the fans, were and still are around, he’ll never feel alone. I love you Mikey!
It's Nine O'clock,
And I’ve had soooo much champagne, (non-alcoholic) and There were four bottles of it; now there’s one. My parents are gone; and before they left, they said, only have a little, save the rest for when it’s officially the New Year. well, I didn’t listen, :D Haha. And I’m so bored and it’s taking so long to be midnight that I’m gonna curl my hair and attempt...
December 2009
Watching Thriller,
yeah. I love how I made that sound like a movie. xD Cause it is.
don't worry xmoonwalker, I am too.
I love my MJFAM, x3
Thinking, thinking, thinking, always thinking. I...
I hated this year,
and I’m not leaving it behind without a bang. I’ve never made anything of of the New Year’s but, this year I guess it really means something to me. Every year I just saw it as a chance to have fun and have something to look forward to. I never mad a New Year’s Resolution or had a chance to restart my life; I just went on like it was no big deal; But I guess it’s time...
I've been thinking,
and well, my last post for the year better be a good one right?
Or should it be just as crappy as this year? I don’t know. I think it should be a really good blog; like my best ever. So I guess I’ll make it now and schedule it for 11:59 truly the last blog of 2009 for me. Oy, I know it’ll probably be something with meaning to it; and most likely a picture of Mikey. But it needs...
My aunt always thinks it's Jager time.
Haha, you’d think she’d only have Jagerbombs on holidays but no; if it’s the weekend, Jager. A day off from work; Jager. You name it; I find it highly amusing;D Haha. I love her and her love for Jager.
Life of the party! — jackson 5
Sorry; don't get annoyed, you know you love... →
Courage
It’s curious what takes courage and what doesn’t. When I step out on stage in front of thousands of people, I don’t feel that I’m being brave. It can take much more courage to express true feelings to one person. When I think of courage, I think of the Cowardly Lion in The Wizard of Oz. He was always running away from danger. He often cried and shook with fear. But he was...
God!
I don’t want to go to school; I can’t wait until high schools over cause all I;m going to do is dance at performing arts school. I’m so happy to be leaving Middle School behind; I feel like an old soul that was reincarnated into a teens body. Every day of my school life I’ve felt tht I was too old for the grade I was in. Maybe I’ll finally feel right in high school....
Feeling down? Watch the Jackson 5 Cartoon!
Seriously, I was just thinking about what a crappy year it’s been with very few highlights to it, and I was down. But then I watched the cartoons; they’re so cute. x3
